TEACHER CHUKS; Season 2 (Part 7&8) – Opeyemi Akintunde

Part 7
TEACHER CHUKS; Season 2
Opeyemi Akintunde

I was thoroughly dirty, and I knew I needed to wash myself clean. I approached Favour to give me what to use, she gave me everything I needed,from soap to sponge to the toothpaste, but I noticed I didn’t collect her toothbrush. I told her I had my toothbrush.

I woke up from that dream.

What was God trying to tell me? That was about a week of staying with Favour. Favour would go to work every morning and return around 5pm. She made everything available for me, from my toiletries to new clothes to enough food. Although, I couldn’t eat much as I was having so much going on with me. My state was the state of someone who was partially happy and partially depressed. I was partially happy because of the Joy of the Lord I was experiencing especially when Favour was around to share the scriptures with me. It was always a time I bubbled with Joy. Favour was grounded in the word of God. She explained scriptures so easily, she made it fun, and uncomplicated.

I was partially depressed on the other hand, because of the personal demons that tormented me. First, Chinaza was always making love to me in my sleep every night after I got to Favour’s house and that was largely because before I slept I would fantasize about Making love to Favour.

You wouldn’t blame me because, S€x was a daily thing prior to that time, but since I had become born again, I couldn’t do it any more, but I was running crazy. Anytime Favour came home, my body goes to vibration mode, but I would always put it under control as we did our Bible study.

I knew I needed to leave Favour’s house if I didn’t want to lose this salvation I had just received, but the dream I just had was self explanatory. Favour had the key to my deliverance and purging. She was the one God wanted to use to give me what I needed to wash myself clean, though I also had my own input which was the toothbrush I had….

“Hmmm, but how do I survive God, when I am s€xually attracted to the one who ought to help me get clean?”

I braced up and went to Favour’s bedroom, I knocked at her door and waited for her to give a response.

“ Yes!”

“ It’s me Chuks, I am sorry I just need us to have a discussion, I had a dream I want to share with you!” This was around 2:30am

“ Come in!” She was asking me to come into her bedroom… No!, I didn’t trust myself to that point..

“No please, let me stay in the living room!” I quickly left her door before I changed my mind.

She walked out of her room in a short night gown with nothing under, I could see her well shaped br€ast…

“ Jesus!” I shouted

“ What is it?” Favour asked

“ Nothing… Please Favour, please can you wear something less revealing, please..” I said at this point

Favour looked at me and smiled

“ Self discipline!” She said

I knew she wasn’t going to change so I turned my back to her and started talking…

“ Emm… I had this dream where…” I narrated the dream to her.

“ So what do you think it means?”

“ I think it means you are to help me get clean” I replied with my back still turned to her

“ Exactly and that is what I have been doing” With that she walked towards me and stood directly in my front….

“ Sometimes washing a very dirty cloth might be a very hard work and you might need to be very hard and firm with it, I am placing before you life and death, choose one?” She said and continued

“ Are you going to choose the easy option of your emotions and the devil controlling you to rape me, where you enjoy 5 minutes of pleasure and lose 5 years of glory. You once told me that with your Spiritual googles you saw ladies losing their stars when you made love to them, so do you want that to happen to you again?. Remember, the Bible states that For All have sinned and fallen Short of the glory of God, Romans 3:23….Chuks don’t you know that those stars that left those people when they committed s€xual immorality is the Glory of God…. Whenever we fall into Sin, we fall short of the Glory of God, which are those stars you saw, so brother what is it going to be? Are you ready to fall short or lose some of God’s glory in your life by having s€xual immorality with me…?” She asked

I stood numb as I watched in amazement as Favour had just given me a simple and easy to understand meaning of Romans 3:23 and why I should control my s€x urge, not to be controlled by my S€x urge…

“ I am not ready to lose any more Glory because the last time I checked Chinaza told me I only had 1% virtue in me left.”

“ God is able to turn your 1% around,He can even increase it, Samson lost his hair, but when He returned to God, His hair grew back. Your virtue can return back to 100% but if only you are ready to be obedient and follow the ways of God.”

“ I am ready?” I said as suddenly I felt a shift in my brain, I wasn’t looking at her br€ast anymore, I was thinking about my deliverance, I was thinking about recovering back my virtues I had lost on the laps of different Delilahs.

“ But, can you do me a Favour?”

“ Ok, Favour is my name?” She joked

“ Can you help my spirituality by covering a little bit when I am around so I have less to worry my head about or could you help me get another accommodation?” I pleaded but Favour didn’t buy that…

“ You still don’t get it, you need to stay here and grow to the point that, even if I stand before you naked, you should still be able to control your mind” Favour said

I had heard enough and I suddenly blurted out

“ But you are inhibiting my self control. Is it possible for a preacher to have her br€ast out and be ministering on the Altar?.. I have been seeing a lot of them on your T.V, with tight fitting tops and buttocks shaped skirts, but it is not right…

The truth is almost all the men in the congregation will spend more time thinking of how well shaped the female minister is and how they can grab their br€ast especially baby Christians like me.

First instance, yesterday I was watching a male preacher on your T.V, who in the name of trying to be youthful wore tight fitting pants that showed the shape of his crotch, that instant the homos€xual demon came whispering nonsense in my heart….!,

That is the same way I feel anytime you are around me dressed in shorts or clothes that expose your body, because in this case you are my pastor. Please help my salvation!”

Favour didn’t have words… I felt I had been too hard on her

“ I know what you are trying to do and I really understand, even with the explanation of Roman 3:23, it is simply life delivering, the knowledge you have imputed in me for days has been great but your appearance is affecting me, I fantasize about you every night which makes me have wet dreams..”

I realized I must have said too much, but I knew I had to say it, silence was consent, I knew If I continued with this, I might go into Masturbation or was I wrong to have voiced out against my preacher?

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Part 8
TEACHER CHUKS; Season 2
Opeyemi Akintunde

“I am sorry, if that is how you feel, but my intentions are very genuine, one thing you must know is that the Bible clearly states that if it is your eye that will make you fall in to sin, then remove that eye.

This is to explain to us that falling into sin Is an option and you are responsible for falling into sin or not. It is about working on yourself.

You can’t stop people from walking around naked but you can control your eyes from looking in their direction” Favour said after my blurting out

“ You are absolutely right, my salvation should be guarded by me and not dependent on what others do, I do understand that but while still trying to build my mind up to that level, please help me by being mindful of my weak feet” I said

I smiled a little to lessen the impact of my words, but Favour turned away from me and said…

“ Fine, if you don’t trust yourself to that level, it is your business, I will try my best to help your salvation “ She said with sarcasm in her voice and returned to her room.

Favour helped my salvation but it didn’t last long, for days she tried to be modest in her appearance, while having the personal Bible study with me.

I must give it to Favour, She was rooted and grounded in the Word of God. Gradually, with her help my mind was being renewed, I was enjoying the word of God, I was Loving and enjoying God. I was thirsty to know more of Him.

I felt like swallowing the Word of God, I started feeling the Presence of God in me, Oh how! I wanted all of God in me. My heart yearned for God, I couldn’t have enough, I just wanted more. Thanks to Favour who made the Journey very easy and enjoyable.

But

Just like I declined her toothbrush among the toiletries she gave me in my dream, there was a part of her, that I was not willing to manage. Favour went back into wearing her bum shorts and tan tops that revealed too much.

At first, I pretended to look the other way but the dream about Making love with Chinaza resumed after about 2 weeks of me not having such dreams again.

I remembered the day when the dream had stopped initially. Favour had told me I was a new creature in Christ and I needed to make that knowledge deeply rooted in my Spirit Man. I kept reciting the Scriptures she had shared with me, I chewed them over and over again.

“ The Devil comes to you every time wanting to know if you know who you are in Christ, so you need to keep reading the scriptures to know more of who you are in Christ Jesus and the privileges attached to this new life” She had charged me up with these kind of words

“ Privileges?” I asked

“ Yes, Salvation brings Wholeness. Being Born again grants you access to deliverance, healing and lots more, you know being born again is like paying a subscription fee that makes you have access to a lot of channels.” She said with a smile

She had pumped in me a lot of scriptures that when I saw Chinaza in my dream, it was war…

“ Chuks, you are coming with me today..!” Chinaza had said

“ You and I can’t be together anymore, God hates two diverse kinds, God hates living and dead been together, His word in Deuteronomy 22: 9-11, and Lev 19:19 states that God hates mating of different kinds of animal. Same Applies to you and I. You are dead and I am alive. We are of different kinds…Therefore I break the covenant between you and I in Jesus name, You are no longer my wife”…

Chinaza got really angry and turned away from me very angry and said

“ So you think, you are free, I know you will come back to your vomit…” She hissed and walked away…

I woke up very fearful and I felt that strong presence in my room, but I felt victory as well.

Therefore for over two weeks I basked in the euphoria of being free, But suddenly when Favour went back to wearing her bum shorts, the thoughts crept in.

One Saturday night, we had a nice time discussing and we sat outside by her balcony. She had worn one of her bum shorts and tan tops. We discussed about a lot of things and I told her I was hoping to get a job soon.

She promised to help submit my C.V to some companies. I was so appreciative and gave her a big hug innocently, but the moment my skin touched her bare skin. I knew I was in trouble, but I maintained my cool. We decided to play a card game, as she sat opposite me, all I stared at was her bare thigh.

Suddenly, Lust took over and I found my hand on her laps. She looked at me and neither of us could say anything…We just stared at each other and there was a strong hold of Lust on me…. I could read Favour’s mind, she wanted this as much as I wanted it too…

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